I don't smoke weed even (softer drug) - haven't in over 3.5 years or so myself. I also quit drinking and I don't want to return for now as I feel it's just a waste of time for the most part unless it was really worth it. Most of the time it's not even worth it and it's too boring and/or stale to me now or a waste of time for the most part on drinking alone. I kind of do miss chilling out though a bit, but I know I just need to restructure my life to find something that works for that spot alone in my life. Only hard drug I've ever done is probably hard liquor, but I've never done cocaine, meth, heroin and/or etc. I remember in high school or after high school I even had a slogan "Do heron, not heroin". Which means do photography instead of drugs, but that one didn't come out right when I said that. It sounded like I was going to go have sex with birds or herons (the birds) for that matter. ----- I appreciate that I always had ways of finding other stuff to do or just that I had over activities to do instead. I did turn into kind of a massive nerd at one point with multiple 50s in Halo 3 back in the day due to finding other stuff to do instead of drugs alone. Running alone probably saved me the most though since doing drugs would screw up my ability to run when I was younger even if it's just cannabis (never really did though - just at certain times in my life) at that point which I don't use anymore myself and haven't done so in years even. I'm glad I always had the ability to find other activities and/or had other activities to prevent myself from getting bored and doing drugs though. I activity like having lists now or creating lists and/or etc to keep myself off drugs or having a list I can go off myself. It keeps me from getting bored to the point where I'd want to do drugs even. ----- I am fucking weird though myself even if it's just sometimes. I blame math or mathematics though and being a geek / nerd type though (even if just at times) rather than drugs. ----- I appreciate that I could avoid drugs over the years myself for the most part myself especially being able to avoid the hard street drugs completely. I appreciate that myself, but I am definitely weird though with some of my humor though even if it's just at times.