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I don't smoke weed even (softer drug) - haven't in over 3.5 years or so myself. I also quit drinking and I don't want to return for now as I feel it's just a waste of time for the most part unless it was really worth it. Most of the time it's not even worth it and it's too boring and/or stale to me now or a waste of time for the most part on drinking alone. I kind of do miss chilling out though a bit, but I know I just need to restructure my life to find something that works for that spot alone in my life. Only hard drug I've ever done is probably hard liquor, but I've never done cocaine, meth, heroin and/or etc.

I remember in high school or after high school I even had a slogan "Do heron, not heroin". Which means do photography instead of drugs, but that one didn't come out right when I said that. It sounded like I was going to go have sex with birds or herons (the birds) for that matter.

I appreciate that I always had ways of finding other stuff to do or just that I had over activities to do instead. I did turn into kind of a massive nerd at one point with multiple 50s in Halo 3 back in the day due to finding other stuff to do instead of drugs alone. Running alone probably saved me the most though since doing drugs would screw up my ability to run when I was younger even if it's just cannabis (never really did though - just at certain times in my life) at that point which I don't use anymore myself and haven't done so in years even.

I'm glad I always had the ability to find other activities and/or had other activities to prevent myself from getting bored and doing drugs though.

I activity like having lists now or creating lists and/or etc to keep myself off drugs or having a list I can go off myself. It keeps me from getting bored to the point where I'd want to do drugs even.

I am fucking weird though myself even if it's just sometimes. I blame math or mathematics though and being a geek / nerd type though (even if just at times) rather than drugs.

I appreciate that I could avoid drugs over the years myself for the most part myself especially being able to avoid the hard street drugs completely. I appreciate that myself, but I am definitely weird though with some of my humor though even if it's just at times.

I don't smoke weed even (softer drug) - haven't in over 3.5 years or so myself. I also quit drinking and I don't want to return for now as I feel it's just a waste of time for the most part unless it was really worth it. Most of the time it's not even worth it and it's too boring and/or stale to me now or a waste of time for the most part on drinking alone. I kind of do miss chilling out though a bit, but I know I just need to restructure my life to find something that works for that spot alone in my life. Only hard drug I've ever done is probably hard liquor, but I've never done cocaine, meth, heroin and/or etc. I remember in high school or after high school I even had a slogan "Do heron, not heroin". Which means do photography instead of drugs, but that one didn't come out right when I said that. It sounded like I was going to go have sex with birds or herons (the birds) for that matter. ----- I appreciate that I always had ways of finding other stuff to do or just that I had over activities to do instead. I did turn into kind of a massive nerd at one point with multiple 50s in Halo 3 back in the day due to finding other stuff to do instead of drugs alone. Running alone probably saved me the most though since doing drugs would screw up my ability to run when I was younger even if it's just cannabis (never really did though - just at certain times in my life) at that point which I don't use anymore myself and haven't done so in years even. I'm glad I always had the ability to find other activities and/or had other activities to prevent myself from getting bored and doing drugs though. I activity like having lists now or creating lists and/or etc to keep myself off drugs or having a list I can go off myself. It keeps me from getting bored to the point where I'd want to do drugs even. ----- I am fucking weird though myself even if it's just sometimes. I blame math or mathematics though and being a geek / nerd type though (even if just at times) rather than drugs. ----- I appreciate that I could avoid drugs over the years myself for the most part myself especially being able to avoid the hard street drugs completely. I appreciate that myself, but I am definitely weird though with some of my humor though even if it's just at times.

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You're still counting days "without" though...

I don't have an alcohol addiction myself, and when I drink, I drink hard it's never just one booz, I don't drink booz anyway mostly whyski or vodka or sake. And it's never just one, I know me. It went to the point it's dangerous (bar fights) so I stopped entirely and I don't miss any of it. I drank for lack of better options and it's not an option now.

That's my story with alcohol. Nothing comparable with yours.

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I have tobacco addiction though, which isn't any better regarding health effect. I certainly don't "lose my mind" with tobacco. But at the same time it's one of the most stupid drug addiction on earth. It just thrash your lungs and gives you cancer ultimately, for no effect other than addiction

Really the most stupid drug on earth, hands down, only downsides

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I still smoke hash for lack of weed time to times and everytime I "relapse" I feel like "meh, what for. Forgot again how pointless that feels/is... Wasted money again..." about it

I need more, I need something more fullfilling than "that", don't have time for this bs anymore basically, it gets in the way of my greater desires basically

So yeah, it's important to have greater desires/goals in life, hobbies, a passion for something certainly helps

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I can do numbers like 59x38 (I can do this most of the time) in my head and was teaching myself to do numbers like 382x821 (I could do it at times) then move into 2928x4728 type numbers. It requires a ton of meditation though or clearing your mind and holding all the numbers in your head though. This takes time to build up though to me personally. It takes time to learn how to do and keep your mind in a perfect mode (as close as possible) or perfect method (as close as possible) to be able to do just that.

100x38 = 3800

3800/2 = 1900

9x38 - 380 (x10) - 380-38 = 342

1900+342 = 2,242

All I have to do is remember the date and I know the numbers in my head just fine. That's just 30+2 since November only has 30 days.

Can't say much for your drug side though. It's really not easy to compare, but I did appreciate you sharing that though. That's how I've learned in the past to avoid drugs myself is through others sharing and learning from them.

59 is a cheater number though

since 50 then a 9

50 goes into 100 twice and 9 is basically 10 or you just have to minus 1

09/19/29/39/49/59/69/79/89 - cheater numbers (means it's really easy to do at that point)

but 59 is a very easy cheater number since it goes into 100 twice. - kind of a troll when I don't explain this.