Thats your religion. Everybody has a belief system. Humans evolved a brain that interprets the world religiously. Religion exists in every human population discovered. It is ubiquitous. Which clearly points to it being a positive adaptation conferring survival. Human brains do not work rationally. That is not how a human comes to a decision. Rational thought is not particularly useful. Even atheists have irrational beliefs about good and evil. About the nature of government. No one processes reality in a rational way, except maybe in very specific settings. You have a bunch of irrational beliefs that are not supported by science in any way. You do things every day that arent rational. You dont think of your beliefs as religion because it isnt a traditional religion you follow. But you are still using the same part of the brain a hindu does to make moral decisions or interpret the meaning of life. It is the arrogant conceit of atheists that they have woken up from some superstitious dream and are now rational thinkers. That is not true. Atheists are deeply superstitious. Theres no getting away from the legacy architecture. Secular. Thats a conceit.